Since no one ACTUALLY blogs on tumblr.
I randomly feel like blogging before taking a shower for church. But anyways, although everything has been fine, things have only been that, fine. And I guess ‘fine’/’okay’ is all dandy and satisfactory for the average person, I can’t really say that’s satisfactory for me. Although I sound like a strict parent commenting on their child’s grades, for some reason, there are just some people out there that I expect more than ‘fine’/’okay’ out of. It’s a curse and a blessing to be honest, because often times if I see that certain thing in you, I’ll give you my all, my ‘best’, I’ll do everything to make it so we’re ‘good’, and not just ‘fine’. But I’m beginning to learn that I simply can’t expect that from some people. Before people would usually respond positively to that, but I realize not everyone is like that, especially you.
Anyways, so far this break has been pretty good. A good break away from school and unfortunately, Street Fighter LOL. Which I guess is good in a way, so I deal with real life, as I often get caught up with those things. But other than that, this break has been pretty good. For real though, the two highlights thus far have been when Mark and Rence slept over my place, man the stories that were shared that night…too gdlk and seeing Mark and Jasmine in Vegas, even if it was for dinner, I love those too hella much, and tbh out of everyone (not including Lenard Johoshophat <3) I miss those two the most. It’s funny how usually the happiest moments I have come from people/events through FCJ.
But yeah, I would be lying if I didn’t say I didn’t have New Year’s resolutions/goals, but overall they all are aimed to a better and improved Nestor Cayanan. Which I hope someday to be. But, that is all for now.
