December 2009
69 posts
You say girls are confusing?
phoebemarie: yourstrulysarah: xmyyy: Nice try.  Girls are the easiest to understand. We want love. We want trust. We want everything most guys lack. We want someone to change for us. We want someone who doesn’t put drugs and alcohol before us. We want hugs. We want you to give us flowers. We want you to hold our hand and make us feel safe. We all just want our own prince charming. We just...
Dec 31st
New Years Eve.
You know, I never regarded the New Years as a really big thing. Honestly, it’s all the same thing to me. I just never understood the concept of starting or ending the year in a certain way, like it’s some brand new life that we’re starting. I could say I never really had a ‘New Years’ Resolution. I do believe though in living each day as a new day. IDK, IMO we should...
Dec 31st
I wish I had someone to spend the New Years with....
Dec 30th
“When a Leo falls, it’s a wound to their dignity.”
– something someone said to me in an email. I couldn’t agree more. It’s not that Leos have no dignity or pride, we have too much actually and we have this intense need to make the person that wronged us understand what he/she has done. Leos have trouble letting go. (via junglejustine) (via jazzyrae)
Dec 30th
I can't stand but just hate whenever I hear your...
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
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“At the end of the day, you either focus on what separates you… or what holds you...”
– (via dsfghijaycee)
Dec 27th
Anyone awake!? I can't fall asleep. Merry Xmas.
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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I'm feeling quite inspired.
Dec 25th
“If someone can’t see your progress and only remembers the worst then they...”
Dec 24th
Sometimes. I just feel like I don't belong.
Dec 24th
=[. My macbook pro charger broke, so I can't use...
Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
Spacejams. Stop talking about them. NOW.
Dec 23rd
“Through the shake of an earthquake, I will never fall. That’s how strong...”
– Alicia Keys-That’s How Strong My Love Is.
Dec 23rd
Cupcake No Fillin'.
phoebemarie: heeeyannn: itsloreeeee: laurenkristi: dennyphan: Cupcaking is like the art of war. I mean, you know. that cupcake stage - where words become your greatest weapon. Where your ultimate objective is to break down her walls, invade her mind, and win her over. Where instead of guns and sounds of artillery, she’s shooting you smiles that weaken your own defenses. It’s that stage...
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tightly closed in a bud was...”
– Alicia Keys-The Element of Freedom.
Dec 22nd
Oh goodness. An argument?
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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“Sometimes all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just...”
– (via eletheowl) (via ealabs) (via jazzyrae)
Dec 21st
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Why I no longer eat Starburst:
paolomiguel: osoghetto: somethingintellectual: alakazannah:sandrasunshine:roryobrien: So this guy I know was really kinky. He liked to eat his gf out all the time. One night, they were experimenting, and he stuck four starbursts up her vagina. He sucked four out and ate them all. The next few days she was really uncomfortable down there. So she went to the gynecologist, who pulled out a...
Dec 21st
You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is...
phoebemarie: christinetruong: (via cindyxlove)
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
“It might sound boring but I think the most boring stuff is the stuff I remember...”
– Russell-UP.
Dec 21st
I guess I just wish I had someone who'll keep me...
Dec 21st
Here we go again.
What do you want from me? Every two or three months when I decide I’m finally ok with my life you call me or text me saying you want to talk. WTF do you wanna talk about? What do you want to hear from me. And WTF is your stupid ass blog about. We may have a past we may have had something special but you’ve made it apparent that all that is garbage now, only because you threw it away....
Dec 19th
LOL. Good talk. Sike.
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
“I thought love was once my cure, but now it’s my disease.”
– Alicia Keys.
Dec 19th
“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have...”
–  Chuck Palahniuk (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via hellogeronimo) (via lalarachspectx3)
Dec 19th
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I'm sorry I cheated.
Firefox, I’m really sorry. I just wanted to see what google chrome was all about. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it. I love you.
Dec 18th
“Teenagers are to love as children are to toys.”
– Nestor Cayanananananananan.
Dec 18th
silence.
dsfghijaycee: Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will...
Dec 16th
“I may not be with him, but he’s still my world. He’s still the one thing worth...”
– (via dsfghijaycee) The truth. Except I like girls.
Dec 16th
Dear old Jelly,
Why did I change the pace? Hearts were never meant to race I always felt the need for space But now I can’t reach your face So where are you standing now? Are you in the crowd of my faults? Love, can you see my hand? I need one more chance We can still have it all  If we crawl Till we can walk again  Then we’ll run Until we’re strong enough to jump Then we’ll fly Until...
Dec 16th
Could I talk to you fo a minute?
Random thinking. Because of my last relationship I’ve always wondered how I’m going to be able to trust women ever again. I honestly feel like my heart has been scarred for life, and I feel sorry for the next girl remotely interested in me. I guess next time around the person that wants me is really going to have to really want/work for it. It sucks it has to be like this, but...
Dec 15th
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater....
marieldenyse: (via charmaineywidit)
Dec 15th
Can we Crawl?
If we crawl Till we can walk again Then we’ll run Until we’re strong enough to jump Then we’ll fly Until there is no end So lets crawl, back to love.
Dec 15th
I need You.
I haven’t seeked you out in a really long time, whether it be through simple prayer or going to church. I’m feeling uber dry and I feel like something is missing in my life. I have so much hatred in my heart, and I just can’t let it go. What do I do? It’s not like I could just forget about her because it’s simply impossible. I’ve tried it in so many different...
Dec 15th
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Dec 14th
Dear old jelly.
I.Y.A-Chris Brown. I Was Crazy When I Said I Didn’t Love You, From The First Time That I Ever Saw You, The Emotions Running Deep Underneath My Skin, Sign Anywhere For Your Love, Where Do We Begin. So Lay Me Down Tell Me What I Wanna Hear Take Me Down There’s Nobody Else I’d Rather Be With. I Wanna Wake Up In Your Arms, I Wanna Wake Up In Your Arms, I Wanna Wake Up In...
Dec 14th
Gay Fighter 4 and Gay Warfare 2.
LOL. I wish these two dumb games wouldn’t consume my life. Now that I think of it, it’s sort of sad that they do. I wish someone or something would come about for me to drop these games so I could actually have a life. But OH WELL, it’s all good.
Dec 13th
“Love has done nothing for me. Love has beat me, raped me, called me an animal,...”
– Clairice Precious. Precious/Push
Dec 12th
Have you ever...
…just sat somewhere sort of random all by yourself? That’s what I’m doing. It’s quite peaceful honestly. Sometimes I feel like I just née to get away from it all. And I guess that’s why I’m sitting alone. Notes: -I wonder how you are. A part of me wishes hell while the other part hopes your happy. But. Who cares? You don’t. -School is hard for me to...
Dec 11th
sometimes..
dsfghijaycee: good things fall apar so better things can fall together…
Dec 10th
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I want a girl...
with character. A girl that’s different. A girl that’s interesting and that’ll keep me interested. A girl that’ll tell the truth and stick to it. A girl that won’t tell me the things I want to here because I want to hear it. A girl that will deal with my loser-esque-ness. A girl that’s real. I want that girl. And although it might take FOREVER for her to just...
Dec 9th