Because someday I'll become a GHOST!

Anonymous asked: do you keep in touch with your exs? have you ever been in love?

Good question ma’am/sir.

Yes, I have been in love before. At least, at the time I believe I was in love, however one defines that as. I seriously felt at one time, and for majority of the last relationship I was in that I was going to eventually my girlfriend of that relationship. Although we fought a lot, and we put each other through a lot of BS, I was entirely serious and dedicated to our relationship, although I may not have shown it all the time. I think I knew I was in love because when she broke up with me, I pretty much was broken-hearted for a long while, probably 3-7 months (yes I know that’s sort of a huge gap, but I’m being serious, I don’t truly know when I got over everything). 

To answer the first question. Unfortunately I do not. But I feel as if it’s not entirely my fault. I’ve counted 3 relationships that I have been in, and I probably keep in touch with only one of them, BARELY. Like, I’m talking, we probably comment on each other on Facebook or whatever twice a year. My second girlfriend I choose not to keep in touch with, kind of. I just don’t find interest in keeping touch with her. And finally, my last girlfriend/most recent girlfriend I have attempted to keep in touch after a year or after the break up/finally getting over her. She hasn’t responded to me, and she has every right to not respond to me after the way she perceives (not agreeing nor disagreeing) I treated her, and overall how I made her feel. I would like to keep in touch with her though, but as previously stated, it’s up to her whether or not she wants to keep in touch with me because I have made it clear I would like to be friends.

rhiaanaleigh:

I really wish that I could just forget about you & move on. You make it so hard to do so.

#257

I feel really motivated after the past few days. So here are a few thoughts.

If you aren’t happy with something in your life and if you have some sort of control over it, do everything in your power to become happy with that part of your life. Seriously, this whole losing weight thing, I should of done this so much more sooner. Regardless of the end result, the number, the waist size, shirt size, muscle size, etc, I feel great. I’m much happier with the way I look, the way I feel, an am much more confidant with myself regarding appearance and health. I’m so ready to keep pushing and achieve my goal.

But seriously, if you aren’t happy with something or someone change it. You only deserve the best. Grab that opportunity to give yourself the best.